Thief!!!!!!

Ok, so I know that following Christianity kind of makes it so I should forgive people and such, but I'm actually having a hard time with it now. It's over something frivilous too, I suppose. So, several months ago I loaned some movies to someone (Spirited Away and Princess Mononoke) and forgot that I had loaned them. When I realized that I had and asked for them back, my messages were ignored. Finally, after about 5 messages the person responds and I think oh yay, I can get my movies back. So I set up a time for the persont to meet me at my work and give them to me. I ended up having to cancel though (which was fine because the person hadn't read the meeting message yet.) So then I say, how about I come pick them up. What's your address? Message read, no response. So then I go, ok let's try the work thing again. Message read, no response. Wait at work at meeting time. Doesn't show up. Sent message asking why no response or indication or showing up. Message read, no response. So out of anger I unfriended the person. No response to that either, and yet she is still subscribed to my blog. But anyway, I guess I have to resolve to not getting my movies back. I guess I will have to re-buy them. But I am angry because I shouldn't have to. I should have my movies returned to me because they are mine and I should have to pay $30 to re-buy them. It stinks too because I know I should forgive and forget, especially after reading a chapter in Matthew about Christ's sermon on the mount. But I am having such trouble with it. I want what is rightfully mine. It makes me want to say mean things to her. But I know it isn't right to do that. Argh. Why can't I just get my movies back? I will not be satisfied with cheaper used copies of the movies either. Those movies were practically new and in excellent condition. If they're not on sale at Amazon.com they generally retail at around $30 each. It makes me not want to loan anything to anyone ever again but that is not fair to others who have not stolen from me. Gahhhh!!!!!!!!! I'm also not immature and evil enough to put this compaint in public forum with the person's name. Though I think people should know that this person doesn't return things when borrowed.